A journey unknown In a city a woman lives an average life caught up in her daily life her mind races from her childhood to her teenage hood up into adulthood her mind and heart could never remain in peace.” if only I could place my self in a place where I could find peace” eventually she imagined herself in another world. A very heavy past haunted my mind every direction I turned I would feel rejected. I left the Village and walked for miles with no direction all I knew was everything around seem to suffocate me, with great difficulty I tried to breathe trying to fill up my lungs to continue another second of my life. I placed my imagination in a village that was so beautiful and amazing miles away from my thoughts of my city life, life was a bliss but would I have honestly deserve this life I imagined? Filled with guilt I decided to leave this amazing village, I walked for miles on end, out of sight the only comfort I had was the desert ahead and my creator. The scotching heat and dry air had no effect on me; I was so lost in thought on what was going on in my life that it was as if I were in another world all together every flash back kept my mind occupied. I reached a place where I sat near a tree and admired the wonderful scenery around me and at that moment I realized how great Allah almighty is, most merciful most gracious. With tears in my eyes and both my hands placed together and raised ready to Supplicate to Allah I whispered,” Oh Allah please forgive me for every person that I have wronged, please forgive me for all the promises that I have broken, ya Allah I have truly disappointed You, ya Allah You have always blessed me in my life, gave me the greatest of joys and happiness but I was so ungrateful I always wanted more. Oh Allah I have been placed in many difficult moments but little did I realize that it was a test from You oh Allah to keep me strong in my faith and imaan.i feel so suffocated for all the wrong deeds oh Allah You are most forgiving most merciful no matter how wrong I was I felt Your mercy find way to my heart, when I was in time of difficulty and it seemed like there was not a single soul by my side I felt a warmth in my heart and a helping hand around my shoulder that picked me up and led me in a direction of hope, as I continue walking shaitaan comes along and misleads me and I slowly let go of that grip that I had in the beginning until I become so weak and shaitaan leaves and I am left alone and as I look to my side my eyes filled with tears I realized that all this time that shaitaan mislead me I left that warmth and helping hand that was always there by my side even though I abandoned that hope it never left, I am so ashamed for abandoning the greatest gift of hope that was given to me. I stand here before you oh Allah with tears in my eyes and grieve in my heart for every wrong and sadness that I have caused, I haven’t been the greatest of human beings please forgive me oh Allah. if I were to stand in your court of questioning my face would be darkened, my heartbeat would race uncontrollably, my eyes would be red filled with tears, my entire body will be weak finding it difficult to balance my gaze will be fixed to the ground my mouth will be so dry that not a word from my mouth would be able to justify my actions. If I looked deep into my heart there is no light. ” With my hands I slowly wiped my tears and felt as if a great burden had been lifted off my shoulders, I realizes that Allah almighty places situations in our lives to test us, and Allah almighty blesses us with people in our lives that play an important role .with this thought I slipped back into reality and continued my busy life of course with Allah almighty in my heart and mind not forgetting the wonderful and amazing experiences that filled my life with joy I am truly lucky that Allah almighty is always in my heart mind and life guiding me and protecting me, Allah almighty is always most gracious most merciful, when life gets you down praise Allah and surely Allah almighty is the all knower will make it easy for you. a story based on an average woman who only wishes to find some peace in her heart and soul CLICK'LIKE SHARE TAG'